Fun in the sun :)

What's up guys...
I've been at the beach this past week- Took a buncha pics for yas - they'll be in the members section ...Here's a lil pic for ya all ...
Growing well!
Loves,
B :)

Mind boggled

Things have been sort of weird here lately- My thoughts are all over the place- With everything positive I have going for me in life, it just seems like there is something missing. I catch myself all the time in deep thought- usually starring into space. I think I'm just to a point in my life where I want something more- I mean, I always want more out of life- I'm never satisfied with anything I accomplish bc I know I can acheive more- nothing but a thing ...But ...Everything I've did in life has been for a reason- To know that I can make it own my own- to know that I can accomplish anything that I want to- That is why I built/bought a house ...bc I wanted to know for myself that I could take on that mountain and be ok ...But now that I have did all this, it's like ...now what ...I don't want to keep proving to myself that I can accomplish things by myself ...I've already figured that out- I already know that. I'm ready to move forward and make progress in other steps of life. I'm 22 ...ya that's young- what more could a 22 year old want, right? I have all the necessities of life and so so so so much more- Not that I don't deserve what I have bc I'll be the first to tell you that I have worked my ass off for everything I have in this life ...But there is still something missing ...I just feel a void ...I have made myself happy my entire life ...I'm ready to make someone else happy.

Just had to speak my mind for a few seconds- That's been riding on me for a week or two now... I'm heading to bed so I can get up in the morning...

Goodnight- Sweet Dreams ...And Thanks for listening,

Love,
B.

DON'T 4-GET 2 VOTE...

Hey Hey ...

Wanted to remind everyone to vote for me in the Miss Biceps contest!!!! I'm in 2nd right now- you know how to make me #1 :) Here's the website link... http://www.miss.fempoint.net/

I'm not sure who entered me- or who picked the pictures that are showcased ...But Thanks! Although the pictures posted are not my favorite since they are a few years old- to say the least, Lol :) ...Oh well, guess someone likes them??!!

Also- There are new pictures posted of me on Muscular Development Magazines website- Taken by Mike Y. of Phisique-Art... Here is the link... http://www.musculardevelopment.com/index.php?set_albumName=album59&option=com_gallery&Itemid=&include=view_album.php

I'm off to bed- been digging in the dirt since 2pm this afternoon- I'm exausted. Didn't finish planting everything so I'll have to pick back up next week...

Anyways, Goodnight-

Xo's

B :)

Lots of pics...

Right b4 Deezy attacked the cam ...and my face, lol






Last year (2006) 10 weeks out from Nationals




Going over the Gulf of Mexico ...I think??!!

I just took this picture today --Her ears are soooooo cute!

Old wecam shot of the Abs...

Me and my friend Megan -- she wants to compete in Figure in the future...

Me and my home girl, Saf ...This was my weight-lifting coach in highschool -- If you've read my bio, this is who I was speaking of... She used to kick my ass in the gym, now I kick hers, haha, love ya girl -- She loves my gruelsome leg workouts :)

This is Cassy -- She's competing in a natural figure show next weekend -- you go girl -- it's your show -- you've worked for it -- take it with pride!!!!!

My friend forever, Jill!

My wonderful Sis-n-law, Keisha ...She has been babysitting Deezy for me when I work :) Thanks! Love ya!

Wal-Mart trip to find Deezy a bed :):):):)








Holly and Deez... Miss ya Loe!

Me and my precious little girl!!!!!

And ...the precious little girl herself --posing for the camara....

...I love you all!!!!! I'm off to bed...

Xoxoxoxo

B:)