Monday, June 25, 2007
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Things have been sort of weird here lately- My thoughts are all over the place- With everything positive I have going for me in life, it just seems like there is something missing. I catch myself all the time in deep thought- usually starring into space. I think I'm just to a point in my life where I want something more- I mean, I always want more out of life- I'm never satisfied with anything I accomplish bc I know I can acheive more- nothing but a thing ...But ...Everything I've did in life has been for a reason- To know that I can make it own my own- to know that I can accomplish anything that I want to- That is why I built/bought a house ...bc I wanted to know for myself that I could take on that mountain and be ok ...But now that I have did all this, it's like ...now what ...I don't want to keep proving to myself that I can accomplish things by myself ...I've already figured that out- I already know that. I'm ready to move forward and make progress in other steps of life. I'm 22 ...ya that's young- what more could a 22 year old want, right? I have all the necessities of life and so so so so much more- Not that I don't deserve what I have bc I'll be the first to tell you that I have worked my ass off for everything I have in this life ...But there is still something missing ...I just feel a void ...I have made myself happy my entire life ...I'm ready to make someone else happy.
Just had to speak my mind for a few seconds- That's been riding on me for a week or two now... I'm heading to bed so I can get up in the morning...
Goodnight- Sweet Dreams ...And Thanks for listening,
Friday, June 08, 2007
Hey Hey ...
Wanted to remind everyone to vote for me in the Miss Biceps contest!!!! I'm in 2nd right now- you know how to make me #1 :) Here's the website link... http://www.miss.fempoint.net/
I'm not sure who entered me- or who picked the pictures that are showcased ...But Thanks! Although the pictures posted are not my favorite since they are a few years old- to say the least, Lol :) ...Oh well, guess someone likes them??!!
Also- There are new pictures posted of me on Muscular Development Magazines website- Taken by Mike Y. of Phisique-Art... Here is the link... http://www.musculardevelopment.com/index.php?set_albumName=album59&option=com_gallery&Itemid=&include=view_album.php
I'm off to bed- been digging in the dirt since 2pm this afternoon- I'm exausted. Didn't finish planting everything so I'll have to pick back up next week...
Monday, June 04, 2007
Right b4 Deezy attacked the cam ...and my face, lol
Last year (2006) 10 weeks out from Nationals
Going over the Gulf of Mexico ...I think??!!
Old wecam shot of the Abs...
Me and my home girl, Saf ...This was my weight-lifting coach in highschool -- If you've read my bio, this is who I was speaking of... She used to kick my ass in the gym, now I kick hers, haha, love ya girl -- She loves my gruelsome leg workouts :)
This is Cassy -- She's competing in a natural figure show next weekend -- you go girl -- it's your show -- you've worked for it -- take it with pride!!!!!
My friend forever, Jill!
My wonderful Sis-n-law, Keisha ...She has been babysitting Deezy for me when I work :) Thanks! Love ya!